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2 months ago i quit smoking cigarettes, and drinking alcohol. My father died from an alcohol related situation, which made me want to quit after drinking everyday for almost a year. I also quit smoking cigarettes, I used to smoke about a pack a day. I now use an electronic cigarette, which my doctor says has a higher probability of quit percentage than the patch or the gum. Well, ever since i quit drinking and regular cigs, I have been feeling really lazy. I have no motivation to do anything. And on my days off, i have been lying around in bed doing nothing. This has been going on for nearly 2 months. My friends want me to go out and party with them, but I dont want to because I know i will be tempted to drink. I convinced my girlfriend to quit smoking also, and she is now having major mood swings, since she quit smoking, we have broken up from the fights. I just wanted her to be safe, and she has not had a cig in a month plus, but our relationship is over. I used to be ambitious, and i would go out with my friends everyday, I had more energy, and desire to be social. Now i feel like a vegetable. Should I start drinking and smoking cigs again I really miss my old life, and my friends are starting to wonder about me. I just feel like I’m in the twilight zone. 6 months ago, i would never stay at home all weekend long. I dont know what to do.